Popular wellness culture sells us so many ways to calm ourselves– if we breathe deeper, meditate longer, journal harder, we are told we can achieve some mythical state of perpetual “zen.” But what if human beings are not wired for calm, but for aliveness and connection that come in many different kinds of moods and flavors? Worship Leaders: Rev. Darcy Baxter, Matte Black, and Melynda Rodriguez. Tech Maestro: Todd Whiteley.